She smiled and mouthed the words very nice. This morning, as usual, I was watching porn and wanking while keeping an eye out just in case Jean came in...to the garden. After a while Jean appeared and I could see she was looking at the house. I stood where she could see me and she started smiling. She was in her dressing gown and watched for a minute then motioned me to come out. I opened the patio door and she said can you come into mine? Ok I said give me a minute. I put on a pair of shorts and a. ? As hesqueezed my breasts, surprisingly not roughly, he kept talking quietly to me,"Mara, do you want it?? Do you wantwhat I can give you?? Do you want themedicine I have for you, dear?? Yourbody is punishing you severely because you've gone without.? You need it- you need it so badly insideyou.? You can have it, just ask me forit, Mara.? Ask me as nicely as you can,baby, and I?ll give it to you.? I?llprovide you with everything you need, Mara."? He punctuated these words with a kiss- much. There are some pretty hardcore fetishes out there that'll make feet not seem so bad. Once I calmed myself down and realized i'd be ok, I smoked me one and passed out. When I woke up, I looked at the clock. 7:43am...she was scheduled to get off at 7:15am, so I knew I would be seeing her shortly...so decided to go outside, smoke a cigarette and wait for her. When she pulled up I told myself once again, it'll be ok dude..fuck someone's opinion! You be you and be happy! She got out of her car. A part that said ‘Yes, that’s it! Ask about that!’ ”These mortals’, you speak as though you aren’t one.’ I gulped nervously. The shitbrick factory started up again. ‘Just what the hell are you?’ Then came the moment that I will remember for the rest of my life. He looked up at me, and I saw his eyes, I think, I saw two bright flashes of blue. A blue so clear it should belong to an angel. A blue so clear it looked like the type of blue you’d see as the color of those tropical oceans in travel.