If I can manage some college I figure I'll learn more about my options there. However I'm pretty good with numbers, so I'm thinking about becoming a l...ab technician. Possibly in a crime lab if I can. But if I can't, I figure I can get close to that by starting a crime scene cleaning service. Either way will keep me near the police community, which I think is a good thing at this point in my life." Is life really that hard?" Alex asked. "Pardon me for being rude, but you appear well dressed and. One day in the middle of her 1st year in Jr. high school something happened as she walks home from the library late one Friday night. She was attached and carried into the woods it was someone taller and stronger then her one of his hands was over her mouth the other hand almost wrapped around her waist. She got away but it changed her, no one knows what happened that night but her. when she walked through the front door naked, her head held high one hand over a large bunch of scratches on her. “Don’t forget this,” she said, “until we talk again.”She asked if I understood and I said I did. The feelings washed over and rolled around and swung us into a moment fully present with each other. I kissed her, exhaling my worries through my nose. And when I reached my hand underneath her dress, her lips parted. Our tongues went at each other. And we could hear the noises now, how sloppy and wet our tonguing was, and it was turning us on even more as we realized we were turning our words and. We both are excited and we have some frank discussions, she is my friend and I know that she has recently given her heart to another and though it was powerful, but yet short lived as the relationship, I know she is still smarting from it. We discuss this and come to an agreement that it must be experienced between us, yet we both know that we want to, today will not be that time. More conversation and the time flies by, and yet knowing we must part makes it harder. We walk to my car, my mind.