But then doorbell rang. "Paula, it's Zak" my mum called out. Oh shoot, I'dforgotten I'd arranged for Zak to come around in the afternoon. I didn'teven... want to interact with my own family, and now I had to spend time withmy best friend, who presumably only remembered me as Paula.I pulled the tee shirt back on and went down to let him in. When I openedthe door, Zak looked confused. For a few seconds time seemed to standstill. And then it was like he'd changed. He nonchalantly smiled at me. "Doctor told me that something special would be needed as soon as thebindings were released from your chest, Jim darling. He said that youwould immediately need strong support and control due to the size of yournew breasts. Such large and womanly breasts can not go without firmcontrol and your extra sensitive nipples have to be confined in soft,sensuous silk as soon as possible. Now, Jim, Doctor says you are strongenough now to stand. So stand and let me, as is a Mother's right, hookyou into. Shadi wagere sab kuchh finish ho gaya.Ye bat jab hum ghar anewale the uske pahle rat ki hai. Mere cousin aur maine gaon ki hi ek maid ko chodne ka plan banaya. Hum dono logone us rat pahle thoda drink kiya, j ki main aksar nahi karta tha. Us din pata nahi mere cousin us mein kya milaya ki mera sar pura bhari ho gaya.Fir meri chudai ki bhookh badh gayi. Pahle mere cousin ne kaha ki woh us maid ko chodega. Maine bhi ha kah diya. Magar mere se ek minute bhi wait nahi ho raha tha. Tab hi maine. I was kinda disappointed."Hehe. I was kind of k**ding back there. You know how I am sometimes."Knowing he is NOT that way at all around me I just nodded, pretending he was always that way.It seemed like the darkness outside lasted forever. It was only 10:30 as I wrestled with the many raging thoughts that made me frustrated about my choices and also gave me a raging blood-engorged penis.I was downstairs in the living room. I wish he would give me another chance, I thought. He had to. Why didn't.