. Both of them were manipulating me... I was angry at myself and Erika was paying the price.I took a flogger from the drawer, with five falls, made of... horse leather and one of my heaviest floggers. Nothing that could scrape or scar, but leave damn bad wounds. That thing would hurt like hell, especially when hitting certain places... Erika discovered it as soon as I suddenly hit her left breast. I had to prove to myself that I didn't care for her. That I didn't care for no one but myself. She. I agreed but needed to call my wife & explain the situation.Neither Steve nor myself were tired we continued to sit at the bar & talk about cars,dogs,& eventually marriage & sex(complaining about never getting blowjobs).Steve went upstairs & brought down a straight vcr tape & asked if I wanted to watch this womans amazing deepthroat talent.I was nervous,but so turned on because I was bi-curious & could sense where this was going.I played it cool,but thought wow I feel a comfort zone with Steve. The other pic was the same, heels and skirt but a navy blue top with white lace."Close your eyes mom." So you have a surprise for me, do you?"I put the pics in front of her and said, "Open."She did and saw at once the picture of her son. Mom was giving her half-glasses a good work out as she looked for a few minutes not saying a word but when she spoke, she said,"You dress like your mom, skirt and blouse. I like that." I think it is so nice you take pride in your other side, what name do you go. I wore a one piece dress. I didn’t wore any of my under garments beneath my dress. My dress was like shorts from bottom and sleeveless and deep neck from top. I reached his clinic, he was happy to see me. He called me in his cabin and took me in same room as yesterday. At that time I was thinking that I will make my first attempt and will have a steamy session with him. He asked me to remove my dress. But as I told, to undress myself I have to first get my top down and then only my pussy will.