Honestly it hurt just as bad the second time with Gary as it did with Cal. I realized as far as sex was concerned, I just didn’t get it. I mean if a...ll I got was feeling sore and guilty, then it just wasn’t worth it.“Something else had happened though that I’d never planned. Cal and I had done it back in August. Gary got me in November. Since August I’d missed my periods for September, October, and November. I was knocked up.”“Cal came home for Thanksgiving, and we met again. I knew I was. He struggles to remain calm and keep his breathing in check.“Apologize,” the woman says in barely more than a whisper.His jaw moves. He has nothing to apologize for. He spent his evening with Sandy and he regrets none of it. But Debbie doesn’t know this. He told her a lie. He told her that Marian came over and needed some consoling. He left it at that, but Debbie filled in the blanks for herself and assumed that he had brushed her off to sleep with the neighbor. He denied the claim, of course,. " Promise you won't get mad?" she asked.I promised.She grinned broadly. "I'm really excited about this," she confided."But the last thing I want to do is to influence you in any way. I wantyou to be a woman because it's what you want to do and you think itwill make you happy. Not because you think it will make me happy." "I'm glad you feel that way," I said. I assured her that I was doingthis for myself but I also told her that I thought it was cool that shewas actually happy about helping. I must admit I enjoyed your body fully as much as you did mine, although I think I would have had reservations about the ethics of the situation had I known about it before hand," I responded with a smile and another tingling kiss.I invited Richard up to my suite for a nightcap. However he demurred, saying that would probably lead to something else and that I didn't need any more excitement until I'd had a good night's sleep. As he helped me out of the passenger seat of his gleaming little road.