Boy, wouldn't Knox strip a gear when he heard about that! Now, that was a Jennifer thought, the Jennifer she liked to remember -- mischievous, needlin...g people's pretensions, the Jennifer that was in control of herself, of her own destiny, capable of handling anything.The miles flew by as she headed up the state road to Spearfish Lake. The radio station playing on the car radio was rather eclectic; it followed Frankie Yankovich with Fats Domino, and then Hank Williams Junior, but when it segued. Do you have any idea how amazing you are?” I say to her with my face in my hands. “Oh you’re just wasted, you won’t be saying that when you see me in the morning.” she laughs. “And why am I here? I don’t ever do this kind of thing. EVER!” I confess to her. I take a few cautious steps towards her. With her heels off, she is much shorter than I anticipated. I run my nervous fingers through her hair and place my hand behind her neck. I lean down and push my lips against hers. She kisses me back. I had an idea. My parents wanted me to wait for marriage, but I was fucking done with that shit. I wanted to lose my virginity, not because of "fuck my parents", which it was part my reason, to be honest. I wanted to do it on my own terms with a big "Fuck You" to society for having expectations of me (for being a woman). Remember how I said I was naive? Yeah, that's part of the story. I thought I had the balls to do it. I posted an ad on Craiglist about wanting to lose my virginity. And wow, I. I left the office right after Darlene so I could get home and get an instant messenger account opened and logged into the Interracial dating rooms before Miranda got home and could log on. I wanted to see what kind of guy she accepted an invite for a private chat with. Once I was logged in I went to the kitchen to get a couple steaks out to Bar-B-Que for dinner. I knew it wouldn't be long until Miranda got home so I went ahead and put a couple of potatoes in the Micro wave then fired up the.