Then I’ll go to prison and lose more. Beyond all of that trouble though, I’ll lose my mind because I’ll know it was my fault entirely. I killed ...you because I didn’t have the strength to resist what you want.”She stared at me for a second and then wrapped her arms around my neck. “Oh, Seth. I didn’t realize you felt that way.” She kissed me and pressed her body to mine. I was still erect and before I thought about it, she was pushing me back and straddling me. It didn’t take her long to reach. M. on a Saturday to do his parent stuff early, so he could go to play soccer with his mates, a Saturday morning practice for the trials. They'd practised twice during the week, but he'd only been able to make one of them, and then only by getting up early and going to bed late.What a relief! The parent thing was over. He had no idea how Shahia did it. He couldn't imagine looking ahead in his life and only seeing a long line of days full of parenting coming his way. But it was a little. I started pulling my clothes off and they did the same. All of them had nice bodies like dad and even their cocks were large, albeit no one had a hard on at this time. Dad told me to get on the bed which I did and I was surrounded by these guys. One of them took my cock in his hand and started playing with it and all the others started sucking each other off. I leaned back and my mouth was quickly filled with a big cock. I sucked on it and licked all around the head when I felt someone's mouth. I was usually praising him left, right and centre for his skills, but right now I was cursing them. The ups and downs of the day had me completely exhausted and with raw eyes I drifted off on the sofa. I couldn’t tell you how long I slept for but when the phone ringing woke me up, I felt like it had been days. Who it was I didn’t know, but I answered the phone anyway, still half asleep. “Hi, it’s Jack McCarthy, can I speak to Michelle please?”, I strained my eyes to look at the clock sitting.