As he watches her he can't help but see that at 33, she is even more beautiful now than she ever was at 19. No matter what he tells her, she has alway...s disagreed with that thought, self esteem not as high as it deserves to be. Through the years they had 2 children and 8 addresses. The jobs that Phil had kept him on the road a lot and he either was out of town or simply forgot about their anniversary. I know it sounds bad, but Jeanne was always a good sport about it and never got openly angry. Life was back on an even keel, intimacy back to being fun.Over breakfast I advised her I was serious. I really wanted to feel her up. Her blush at my comment showed mostly pleasure this time, hardly any shyness or embarrassment. She hadn't answered me or given me permission. Maybe she didn't think I was serious. I was.The rest of the day had fallen into a pattern. She'd left to spend time with her girlfriends while I'd put in a few hours writing. The idea to come see The Alvin Ailey Dance. I don't quite understand how I feel but if you were gone I know I'd feel terribly empty inside." Her eyes were drawing the words out of my soul. "God help me but I want you both... need you both desperately."She didn't respond, just looked at me with those eyes whose depths threatened to drown me. Finally, she looked away and I fell back to reality. I could feel her thoughts churning as she sat silently next to me.The drive to work the next morning, after a less-tense evening at home was. I will, therefore, be enforcing the discipline regime that you have introduced. Thank you so much for persevering in getting people like me on side.“Miss Lawson was thinking exactly the same, and knowing that it was Hannah rather than Bess who was the driving force, went up to Hannah and said her own heartfelt, “I agree with everything that Miss Smith has just said, Miss Hannah. I am so sorry, Miss Hannah, as well, and I will also be enforcing your discipline regime at teachers.