I never ever think of them as the same person. They are two different people to me. I love them both but I do love David the most. He is not around as... much as he wants to be and I understand why. You will are the only people in the world who knows their secret.’ Dori stood and left the room. I stood and faced away from the two of them, I removed the top of my sundress and let it hang around my hips. I crossed my arms over my breasts and turned around. I looked at them and smiled, ‘I will tell. Sure a lot of us had a wank or two over them at night ! Eventually we came up for breath from the kissing , I lifted her top off over her head , she took mine off and then she unhooked her bra from behind her and let it fall . “Fuck “ I whispered as I stood in amazement, her breasts were firm ,pushing out from her chest ,jiggled if she moved , nipples dark brown and growing ,the sort of breast only a fit young woman could have . I touched them , soo firm , bent to kiss the nipples and took one. .. you sure you're ok, Mom?" Yes," I lied, "Just need a shower." And coffee," Kira said, "I'll get some ready for you."What confusion I'd felt that morning had washed out of me in the shower. Even as I'd lathered soap between my legs and through my butt crack, it was as if another set of hands was gently massaging my wet skin, soothing my worries. I couldn't help but think that my hallucinations of Jackie were leading me to seek out imaginary touches like those I shared with her as a young. I looked around and turned to leave, "Dunn move!"I walked back into the other room as Sanders rushed in and knelt beside Billings. Bullets ripped through the inner wall from the other side of the house and we dove for the floor. My carbine was trapped under me as I wiggled and crawled towards the front door. I stopped at the door into the other side of the house and pulled my pistol.I looked at where the bullets were ripping through the wall and moved back and aimed. I fired a couple of times.