While walking was uncomfortable (in four inch heels), sitting was worse, a lot worse. I could feel the raised marks of the holes in the paddle, the we...lts around them and everything back there just throbbed and burned like hell! Sitting was a real bitch.My appetite now gone; I grabbed a handful of tissues, put my head down in my arms and had a little cry. I really wanted to quit the job but couldn’t just then. I had no idea what ‘the remainder’ would amount to but, was very glad that it was. I fucked my fingers real good and jerked as I orgasmed. I waited until late night, I had on a sheer tiny nightie and burst in Kevins room to surprise him with the my new video disk&hellip,.. Shock&hellip,. I didnt realize he had his two buddies in the room with him, quietly watching porn. Oh my god&hellip, &hellip,they were all watching my video and all jacking off. They all jumped and gasp. I tossed the new disk on his bed and quickly left. I was so embarrassed. I felt like I could never. 'thats ok but don't cover it up wank it off ' i said ' you wanted to look at me so let me look at you lets see how you feel being observed''come on be serious' he said'oh i am serious it was bad enough before but if i tell your wife you are standing in my house naked how do you think she would like that ? ' i asked 'wank it off now get on with it i know you are exited look at the state of it'he started to wank his hard cock his face was a very nice shade of red by now , but his cock was wet. ..”“It could’ve been worse, you know. I could’ve taken the ‘he’s in charge of the meat and I’m doing everything else’ line and run with it.”“Darling ... my love ... I’m sorry. I don’t know what else to say, except that you’re not helping.”“That’s not entirely true. I’m unburdening myself of a reservoir of bitter sarcasm filled to overflowing by an unnatural spring of unworthy jealousy. Better to grab the bailing bucket now so I’m not still drowning tomorrow night. What you’re right about is.