)She was my fantasy girl and I dreamed of her until I met Brenda. We only dated for five months before getting mar-ried. Brenda was a virgin and I rea...lly had a time trying to teach her about sex. Our sex life is really good and it was several months after we got married before I masturbated again. Fantasized about this little doll who lived next door in the trailer park where we lived. I admit to peeking through the windows at her undressing two or three times.After Brenda became pregnant, we. By now Ben had finished the joint and it was passed around between the three lads before being passed on to me. I was still a bit uncomfortable but took a long deep drag hoping it would make me feel a bit better followed by another gulp of the whiskey. Everybody seemed pretty relaxed sitting back and no one said very much but someone did turn on some music from an old battery radio that was sitting on the floor. After my second drag on the cigarette I felt much more relaxed and was aware of a. We made love. I just fucked you," he said, laughing at Lynn."You selfish; self-centered prick!" Lynn whined at Eric, his voice screeching. "Get out, get out now! You beast; you beastly man — get out, get out get ooouutt!" I will, you little pussy. I already told you I'm leaving tomorrow. You never even noticed that most of my things were already gone. Have a good life Lynn," Eric said, walking out on Lynn for good.Lynn ran to the bedroom and threw himself on their bed, sobbing uncontrollably.. I would be based in the New England area. As I were going thru that process I was browsing online looking for people in the New England area to chat with, ask about the area and maybe make friends with so I’d know people when I finally arrived. Back in those days I was mostly using Yahoo chat rooms to meet people. One day I met Maria. She lived in Boston and we hit it off. We chatted online and e-mailed regularly for several months before I moved to the US. It didn’t take too long for the chat.