Rather than cutting off my head, she filled it with a cultural education of sorts. We haunted foreign film festivals, viewed the works of Bresson ("Le... Filou"), Carné, Eisenstein, Buñuel, Fritz Lang. She assigned me books to read, and we discussed Goethe, Stendhal, and Balzac. We talked far into the night, and sometimes fell asleep in each other's arms, too fatigued to make love.And there were the long walks in Central Park, the picnics on the lawn by the statue of Sigismund Wasa,. Now Beth and I have a rousing sex life, she’s very sexual for her age and seems to really enjoy me performing oral sex on her, and believe me, I love doing it. As is most older women’s wont, she doesn’t shave down there, and I find that superbly appealing, something just sexy about a full bush, gray hair and all.Well, in the course of discussing things, Susan, who’s been divorced for 10 years, let on she hadn’t had any in all that time. Nothing, nada, zilch. She rarely dated, didn’t seem to. Frank’s cock finally shrank a little and she let it plop out of her mouth, but it was half hard. She looked up at Frank and said “How was that sweetie?” Frank, gasping, said “that was so fucking good. He then reached down and lifted Michelle off and reached to her miniskirt and pulled it down to her ankles. She saw pussy juice run down her inner thigh and said “take off that top, now it’s your turn.” He got up and she did as he told her and slipped off the skirt. “Lay down on the couch”. What apickle I am in! Now you can appreciate why my senses are overwhelmed bysuch a cascade of female experiences. They are so alien, so vivid and soreal! Do women have such exciting sensory feedback or does it gounnoticed, taken as granted for their every day lives. For me, this is avery scary first, and I hope last, time out as a woman. Please God, letme survive this ordeal unscathed! Where is Katy? She should be here torescue me by now!A Complicated RelationshipHow had this situation come to.