Therefore, I would have to abstain from anycriminal, impure act, not touch myself inappropriately and respect myselfand my Lord. In a Submission progr...amme, the prohibition of impure acts isso strict that a woman, after peeing, can only clean herself with a verylight jet of water from a shower head. Although she is to deterge herselfin full, the procedure cannot be prolonged beyond its very limited scope.A woman is to maintain her pureness as a must. Always.I knew very well about Gerhard's high. Since she usually weds these lame, churchy, Provider types she needs me. I'm her release and her badman - as she hides her whoriness while being a large part of a church community. Long hair, Long dresses, supermom type.Early in our adventures, there were several meetings where she just wanted to please me, no touching of her was allowed - Thats not her style - - Until one evening i found myself in a nice hotel room, with this women; expecting hours of awesome sex, and she's doing everything. The fallout was mixed, some good, some bad, some very good and some very, very bad. The worse was when some guys called me a closet queen, that I sucked cum out of a pussy because I was too scared to suck a cock. Other guys said that I was "one sick puppy" to have done what I did. The other side of the coin was the attention I got from the girls. I got more 'come ons' than I could believe, but I had a problem. Remember when I said I was inordinately shy? I got the come ones but I lacked the. .. nope... DAMNING blue eyes. Tan and towering over me. Ugh and his smell. He smelled of I don't know what. Man. Just the delicious scent of Man. I inhaled deeply and tried to let on that I thoroughly was pleased with just smelling him let alone what else I would do with him if I had been capable at that moment. I had to look straight up and he damn sure was looking straight down. I didn't know wether to spread my legs for him to really see through those white shorts to my eveything so I could.