" Don't worry about it." I was beginning to feel tears welling up as I sort of re-bonded with a very dear friend. I took a long draught of beer. Phil ...followed suit.Freshened, I asked what Beth had said. Phil gave me a quick summary. It seemed to cover the story, truthfully, even complete as far as I knew it, but it didn't add a lot to my understanding."Well, now you know as much as I do." I said. I drank some more beer.Then Phil continued, "Denny said that Beth was really upset by all of this.. I just thought that I fucked and when I was done I came. It didn't occur to me whether that was a "long" or "quick" time, it just was. It turned out I have pretty good self control. Also, I come a lot. Big, strong spurts. Some women don't like that and with others, it makes em crazy. They love the feel of a big load splattering all over their back, stomach or breasts. Finally , there are "the eyes." I'm reasonably good looking, or enough to get women looking again, but more than one woman told. My bedroom would be so girly, like Sarah's, my best matessister, my wardrobes would be full of girl's clothes, my drawers filledwith girlish underwear and the best part of the dream... everyoneremembered me as a girl, it wasn't freakish for me to have become likethis, it was just like it had always been this way. It got to a pointwhere the dreams were so real and I wanted them to come true sooo much.I used to lie in bed at night and pray to God for Him to let me changeduring the night; I wanted. .. now!" Confirmed!" said Kalea, sitting by a laptop next to Kara. "I have web access through Cider Junction's gigabit port." CDC Atlanta is still accepting my passwords for data access," Lois said happily as she typed on another laptop. "Starting data transfers now."Kaimi's voice came from the speakerphone again. "You have the voice link ... now!" Hello?" said Kara. "Tom? Ellen?" Always a pleasure to hear your voice, daughter! I see you are still alive! Are you still pregnant?" sang Tom."Your.