I elaborated more around his character, describing the emails and pretending that he wanted to meet me. I told how he’d phone me and let me listen t...o him, describing how good it felt to touch myself for him. The story continued to him wanting me, aching for my youth.I was quite enjoying writing down my feelings, it helped put them in order in a way. In fact I hadn’t even heard the bell ring for the end of the lesson I was concentrating that much. Nor had I heard, for the second time now, my. . OK, then there was Vernon but he was married like me. Vernon wouldn’t have told. No, we’d both felt so guilty after ... but then ... I don’t know ... guilty conscience? It couldn’t have been Lawton; we’d only done it once. Like Vernon he’d ... well ... I only think he did the once just because he knew he could.OK, I made a mistake. I never liked Rath that much anyway. He wasn’t any good either; not like Bass. Bass and I had been married eight years. Bass and me ... just last night we ... Rath. I made my way to the group and waited as I continued to stare at the blind girl who was doing a pretty good impression of the twist as Wizard rocked the room and every man in the place watched their baby jive.It was the strange girl who saw me first.She leaned across and whispered to Janet who had her back to me as she wriggled that nice ass of hers to the music. She turned her head, saw me, and was about to come over when I held up my hand to stop her.Sorry, Janet. This dance was going to be. He sat and enjoyed a cup of coffee but the wonderful breakfast smells pulled him to the serving line when he went after his second cup. The line was still short and he got into it behind a few single individuals and an obvious family group. He ordered two eggs over easy, ham and breakfast potatoes with fresh biscuits. His plate was almost running over when he made his way back to a table to eat. He sat at a longer table with the family on one end and a couple of single men on the end near.