I returned to the living room giving Kim her can of pop before sitting down beside her. I looked at Kim it looked like she had been up all night long.... She had dark bags under her eyes.“Kim, where have you been staying at?” I asked her.Kim lowered her head and she replied, “In my car.”“Why in your car?” I asked.Kim told me that she did not want to stay with her mom. Especially in that, her brother Bob still lived there. Kim told me she just could not bring herself to stay there. Kim told me she. I went to home that I cant sleep well anand came to my dream also and its something happening to me. then few days left I spoke to anand generally. he is nice guy good looking handsome I like his smile, our friendship start blossoming. My friends start comparing him with me but we had nothing but good friends, but a devil arises in me and am always thinking about anand. We had mobile chat while in home, speak almost all matters. One day we had study in college, we went to separate place to. Finally I said, "What the hell are you doing Stan? It is obvious that you are spying on me, but why?"He started to open his mouth and say something, but then closed it."Damn it Stan; either talk to me or get the hell out of here and go to a hotel. If you aren't going to talk I don't want you around. I'll help you start. What were you expecting to find?"He looked at me with a bleak look on his face and said, "You with another man." And if you did what then?" I'd have something to hold over you. King. I felt the pit in my stomach roll like a black hole. I had to be sweating and making a fool of myself. It then hit me, my crush – truly had the hand that could deliver life or death to humanity. ‘I wont let Windsor find out you are a defect. Having one defect on campus is enough, two – too many. Plus a human who apparently showed us all up.’ I felt is fist clench behind my back. ‘Being a defect means nothing Gaelen. You can still be a great leader. I know you can. Something in my heart.