.. and you are .... must be tapped into a feminine side - reserve if you will - that I can't comprehend. I mean, I've known you a short period of time..., but you've been Patricia, in one form or another since you were, what, six, eight? It never occurred to me to consider what was happening to you emotionally. You, like any girl, had the possibility falling in and wanting a relationship. I just didn't think it through. So there are a lot of things I should have done differently, considered. Her husband used to have a chiseled body when he was in college, but after a couple years he had let himself go. The thought was embarrassing now that she realized the man must be fifteen or twenty years younger than her. Does this make me a cougar?Lisa was a jumbled mess of thoughts and emotions. She never would have agreed to anything like this. Now that she was here, her heart racing and her cheeks flushed, she couldn't remember the last time she had felt like this. But she would never. "Do you have a girlfriend?" she asked.I was shocked at the question, and I felt reluctant to answer it. "Okay, that wasn't the question I had in mind but... no, I don't have a girlfriend." I'm not sure if this was in my mind or it happened, but all of the girls cheered and screamed as the small amount of guys rolled their eyes. "Okay, back to basketball."I started explaining the rules of basketball. I explained the layups, blocking, and passing. The girls seemed interested, while the boys. Not only was she caught up in the normal social whirl of any girl, but she was active in a secret side of society — the side that believes carnal pleasures are a normal part of everyday life. It consisted of people who believed that cocks and cunts were instruments for pleasure and should be shared whenever possible.She learned about activities that brother Thad had been involved in since he graduated from Gracely House. It was customary for young men to receive special attentions from older.