After about ten minutes of almost motionless, Tina said, "Aren't you even going to try to feel my boobs?"Jim said in a soft tone, "No. I won't violate... you like that. You are dealing with a paradigm where you trade sex for favors and cash, and where other guys automatically want to take advantage of you. The others in the house and I want you to know that there's another way." What's that?" Tina asked."You give away love, and you get it back a hundred fold. You don't have to have sex. You don't. “Did you enjoy the show?” I asked in a sexy voice.She took my hand, ran me to the love nest (our secret hiding spot at school we found), and she put my hand on her crotch.“You tell me!”She was SOAKED!!! I slowly brought my fingers up to my mouth and I sexually sucked the juices off my fingers. My god she tasted amazing! I could see in her beautiful green eyes that she wanted to drop down and fuck right then and there. I saw that and put a finger over her lips. “Now save these for me tonight.. I was turned on by the prospect of having sex with an older woman, a woman old enough to be my mother. How hot would that be to have sex with someone old enough to be my mother but without her really being my mother? I wondered if she’d be agreeable to having me call her Mommy. ‘I love you, Mommy,’ I thought while imagining myself saying that to some older woman who I met and had hot sex with here. I looked at my wife who was already looking sexually frustrated and disappointed. She had a Hell. It's just the way that you are, Reggie. Stop straining to masquerade as a 'guy's guy'. It's just silly, hon."Enjoy the one manly thing that you have about you, that you're an absolute stud with a large dick that women love to ride. You fuck well. I'll give you that, so take pride in your major talent there. It's your meal ticket, just like my body is mine. I'm a whore, and I freely admit it. I'm not ashamed of it. You can take the same attitude about it, if you just embrace your true self. I.