Damaged beyond repair. Frigid. Desperate. But most of all I felt alone.How did it all start? I was reading the local paper and recognized a photo in t...he obituaries. I read about the woman and felt panicked immediately. Lauren had died in a car accident that week. There wasn't a long list of accomplishments or sorority affiliations listed after her name. A husband grieved for her but no children. By all accounts Lauren appeared to be a simple woman. How wrong. Lauren introduced me to feelings I. Amber kneeled on the side of his bed, looking down at him."I missed you." he said pulling her by the arm down to him.Amber lay beside him stretching her long legs out beside him, she was laying half on him her arm across his chest her fingers resting on his left nipple, she gently brushed it, she rested her chin on her forearm as she stared into his eyes.He didn't have his glasses on and she could see his hazel eyes, Amber touched his cheek with her other hand, her fingers stroking along his. Me: Yes i have one but she breakup with meShazia: Oh im so sorry, "ONE DAY U GET A BEAUTIFUL GIRL"Me: I hope the law. Well I would love to have a Muslim girlfriend.Shazia: really,do u like muslim girls..?Me: Yes, they are, because they are really very hot.Shazia: Oh really? I hope to get a Muslim girlfriend soon. What are going to do because ur mother was out of the town, then why u havent take ur dinner here in my house.Me: ok i'be.At 9 im at her house, she is cooking food i ask her: CAN I USE. "Great. I'm short and cute." And too tired to argue, he decided.The bathroom had everything, a tub with glass doors for a shower stall. Shampoo and soap, towels and washcloths. A Daisy Duck hair dryer hanging on a hook. A big pink fluffy robe much like the one he had walked off from the pool party wearing. Nearly everything was pink with accents of lavender and sea-foam green. The girliness of it woke him up a little, he rubbed his face and wondered if he needed to get vaccinated against all.