In later life I accept my liking for both men and women and I have had physical relations with both over the years, indeed I am a married man although... my wife knows nothing about my same sex tendencies, although I suspect she has her suspicions, it would never ever be a topic of conversation.Watching these wrestling matches at the same time was my twin sister, I did not know if they had any effect on her at all and I never imagined that anyone else would have the same reaction to these matches. Nothing of note ever happened there so when it was suggested we could go to Zambia and actually help some of the people we jumped at the chance. Our church was very helpful with the planning and fund raising. We five girls met often to review everything we needed, as many of the things we took for granted were not available where we were going. The list seemed to grow after each meeting. One of the problems would be packing. There was a weight limit to what we could bring without paying. Wrapping her arms around my neck, she leaned forward and kissed me. “I love you, Marcus. With all my heart, I love you. This is the most selfish thing I will ever ask of you, but please, live on! Please, you must wait just a little longer! Go home, Marcus, it is time for you to go home. You still have to name me, remember?”She then separated from me, pushing me away. The moment her hands touched my chest, a single powerful heartbeat rocked me to my core, causing cracks of light to flash across. While I was preparing the tea, something rubbed against my leg, I looked down and saw the two cats hoping to score some food. I opened a bag of food which I brought and gave the cats something to eat. Then I went into the the living room with the tea. Jenny was still in the bathroom. I told myself for that she needed a cold shower. Of course, I was the one who could use one cold shower.I walked back into the kitchen to get some sugar. Opened a closet then I heard Jenny behind me.. “Paul?”I.