He tells about killing both because he believed the devil's demon possessed them. He thought of killing himself because he could not get rid of the de...mon's voice in his head.On the thirteenth page is written the story of his wife catching him with a calf. She kept silent but would never lay with him again for fear she would be possessed by his demon.The next five pages tell that for years he was able to stop but again the demon took charge. In one day he killed nearly all of his stock because. ”“You know you’ll never truly be alone. Even if we never get married, you know I’ll never leave you again.”“I don’t actually know that.”“Yes, you do. Because I’ll never leave you again,” she stated emphatically.Taking a deep breath, I sighed and patted her arm wrapped across my chest. “Good to know.”She squeezed me tighter.Closing my eyes, I bowed my head and muttered, “I really DO know what it’s like.”Not following, Dawn asked, “Know what what is like?”Still with my eyes closed, I explained,. "They said you're very formal," Carol said carefully, watching me.I chuckled. "Stiff, probably, I bet. I'm used to a certain set of protocols; it will be yours and Myra's job to teach me to relax at home. I don't do that much, but Myra seems to have a handle on things." Changing the subject, I asked, "You have children, I assume?" Two little girls," Carol supplied."You seem nervous. Why don't you tell me about yourself," I invited."Well, I'm a sow," Carol announced, "But you can see that, can't. She liked his story so much she just had to tell him about how, for the week it took her to read his story, she had her fingers in her pussy every night. She would read until her eyes were too tired to go on. She would then close the laptop, lay it on the floor and reach under her bed to get her favorite toys and her favorite sense heightening cream (chocolate mint flavored).Sweet little Kiki would then slide down on to her back and bend her knees, spreading her legs and rubbing just a tiny bit.