Maybe he worried about me overdoing it. Many times I'd heardhim say, "Most queens apply makeup with a trowel. You're a girl,sweetie, not a drag quee...n." He was really taking his time. What was Igoing to look like?"Time for the dress, hon." As I walked back into the changing room, Icould feel my hair brushing all over my cheeks and neck. What had hedone? Steven had me put on the suntan pantyhose fist. Since I waswearing peep toe shoes, reinforced toes were out. My new nails were. Away from the group, the women broke into laughter."Those two boys of mine are about ready to explode," Diane said. "I just hope they can wait until they get home to take care of themselves."The three women laughed at Diane's remark. They put food on the trays, carried them out to the pool area and set them on the long table. The teens jumped up, boys first, and started to load their plates. Once they were done, the girls went to the food table and fixed themselves a plate.Marge asked, "Kim, do. I led Amber out and we took a taxi back to the hotel.We got out and got to her room which was two doors down from mine. We stopped outside her door."I didn't mean to take it that far. Cadence is a good friend and I should have been more respectful to both of you."A group of Cadence's drunk sorority sisters passed me by. They walked their drunken sister into their room and closed the door. I leaned towards Amber to whisper in her ear."If you're too much of a chickenshit to finish what you. Minutes later, he was the one groaning thanks as he came. And so, I discovered the Wall. I returned to it that night four more times, with four different guys that I met just standing wide-eyed by the bar. Never had to buy another beer. Back in my door room that night I masturbated so hard and so long I was raw. I thought I’d meet guys in college, but I never imagined it could be like this. Every Saturday night through the end of the year, I was a fixture at the pub, on my own with a beer near.