Io/xLp2TMJ"Why did you stop me from killing myself?" At this point I didn't know what to do, but to tell her the truth! I told her how I had been out ...on my birthday and seen her with the gun, and stopped her because it wasn't right. OK, I didn't tell her the whole truth that I was in love with her, which I was now fully aware that I was! Totally, irrevocably and entirely in love with her! Not a boy's love, but a Man's! She then did something that I didn't expect! She invited me to sit next to. But we will check to see that he hasn't been abused." Okay, fine, I'll take him." Oh! Good! He comes with the cage here, and his toys, but you'll have to buy a bag of his food." That's fine." Good! Follow me up to the register, please."Spot ran and hid when Erin brought the chimp into the house. Erin went and found him under the sink. "Don't worry, boy! The chimp will only be here for a few weeks!"Once again, Erin sat upon his throne to address those who seek an audience with their king. One. I woke suddenly and established my bearings and called back, "Be there in 5 minutes."I bounced up and stripped out of my bikini and ran to the shower taking the quickest shower ever. I was at the breakfast table in a t-shirt and sweats in a flash. I looked around the table and wanted to yell to all the girls, "A handsome guy stripped me, abused my nipples, finger fucked the shit out of me last night just before I stroked his penis and made him shoot 6 feet across the sand." But of course I. It was strange because I had always refused to chat with people claiming to be teenagers. Some said they were eighteen or nineteen but some claimed to be younger. Without any conscious decision I began accepting messages from them.I found that I liked leading the supposedly young men to erotic conversations. I had always acted somewhat submissive, but I was able to adapt to the leadership role easily enough.One thing about masturbation is that it is all in your own head, as well as in your own.