"Leaving the boss's office, Ruth used the office phone to contact The Personalia."Hello, This is Ruth Proctor. I am free from now on to be picked up. ...Where, when, and how?" The pickup point should be preferably be at a body of water, or open desert, at night. Do you have any location to suggest? You should only bring one suitcase or rucksack of your possessions, such that you can carry with you." We are not far from Lake Michigan, if that suits you." Checking: Yes, certain areas of the Lake are. More than Susan knew."What are you doing for Christmas?" My sister did the party the last two years, but this year she moved away. It's only two and a half hours away, but everything is so full. And it was so sad last year, without either of our parents..." I know." You were the one that always liked Christmas. Do you still do?"She lifter her eyes from the cup directly to mine. Man, she is still very pretty."Sort of. I'm terribly lonely today, the party I was invited had nothing of Christmas,. Sure, I had given him many blowjobs but we had never actually had sex. I never even let him see me in panties because I was afraid my large buldge that was very difficult to hide sometimes might give me away. He quickly pulled his hand from mine and moved away from me as the look of betrayal consumed his face. "You fucking fag" he screamed at me as he got up to leave. I tried to explain that I loved him and didn't want this to come between us but he just told me I was a disgusting freak and. And you can tell me all about it when we do New Year's. You are still coming up for that, right?" Wouldn't miss it," she assured me. "Are you going to be okay tomorrow?"My turn to reassure her. "I'll be fine. I've got Mike here, and I'll be thinking of you and David and Jeff." Well, good. Mom, I-" Jenny hesitated. "Oh, never mind. I'll see you soon." What is it, honey?" This wasn't like Jenny at all.She laughed, and I could picture her tossing her head. "It's nothing, Mom. Just this little.