Mother and the girls each kissed me, then Chuck, and left my bedroom softly closing the door behind them.We moved to my bed. The sheets were clean, so...ft, and smelled so fresh. I wanted to cuddle, to hold and be held.And, deep inside, I wanted to fuck. Our sex so far had been tinder, gentle. I wanted to be fucked after that conversation and experience. I removed my robe. We lay naked on the bed with Chuck on his back. Every time we made love, it was me on my back, his mouth on my breasts and. We did that for each other, and we’ve never waivered since. Owen is probably her favorite lover, but he’s never going to have her attention and love the way I do. I work to keep it that way, because one of the other things I learned on my journey is to not take others for granted, especially the people I love.Pete said, “But isn’t that everyone in the Circle?”“Yes, and a few others.”“What do you do to stop from taking someone for granted?”“It’s harder than it sounds. When we get familiar with. I don't know why I did it, but I followed him.He was lying on his bed and I laid down next to him. He rolled over andkissed me, then his lips began kissing my neck, chest, nipples, stomach, andthen found my crotch. His right hand was between my legs playing with my assas he licked my balls and cock. I thought I was going to cum before hestarting sucking me off. Pre-cum appeared at the head off my cock and hecarefully licked it off. Then he started to take me down, little by little,until. It was like an electricshock. My whole body jerked and my assholeclenched.“Relax. Take it easy.”“Easy for you to say,” I managed to murmur.A giggle. Almost girlish, it was the firstdeparture from her cool, matter-of-factprofessional voice.The probing finger or fingers touched my prostateagain through the anal wall. Again the electricshock came, but I managed not to flinch or clench,but my penis jerked and danced. And I felt my ballssway in response.Now the fingers began.