Oh, I don't know what I wish. That I could have been abetter person, I guess, a different person, the person I saw myself asbeing in my mind's eye. I ...understand that no one's perfect, but I'vefailed so badly, fallen so far short. I'm not sure of anything anymore."She stopped, catching herself before going too far, passed the point ofno return. Then, in spite of herself, she decided to press on, to haveit all out once and for all. "I look at the mess I've made of things, ofmy life in general,. Fir thodi der baad wo aa gyi fir sham ho gyi to maine kaha ki main jata hun to bhabhi kehne lagi ki aaj yahin ruk ja koi nhi hai ghar pe main bor ho jaungi maine kaha thk hai fir hum idhr udhar ki baten karne lage to bhai mere se puchti ki teri girlfriend hain maine kaha nhi to kehti tujhe kaise girlfriend chahiye maine kaha aapke jaise wo hans gyi aur kehti ki sun bura to nhi manega maine kaha kya bolo to kehti ki mujhe tera wo dekhna hai maine kaha kya kehti wo jisse bacha hota hai main pehle. We had a disagreement, and when push came to shove, she asked me to leave. I hope we can work it out, but sometimes things need time to heal, and this is one of those." Well, you better fix this young man, or I'll come down there and beat both of your butts, you hear me?" Loud and clear, Mom. I promise that I'll do my very best to work this out with Maggie. I love you Mom, thanks for caring enough to call." Call her back, please — for me, and just say you're sorry. Guys don't remember those. I had arranged it with the plant to move my days off to Fridays and Tuesdays, because that's when most of the school's games were played. Cole also played football, so it worked out to where I could attend most of his games.Since the girls always played before the boys, I got to where I'd also go watch Sam play, and as always I was fascinated — and more than a little aroused — by the way she moved.She was a good player, good enough to get some attention from small colleges and junior colleges,.