It helped me a lotat school and afterwards. You see when I didn't cry or try to run awaythe kids just stopped picking on me so much. They still beat m...e up andit hurt a lot, but I didn't cry so they got tired of it, I guess. Iwould just offer up the pain to Jesus and God. I hoped that they couldlessen some other child's pain by doing that. I don't know if it worksthat way, but that is what I do. Jesus offered up His pain andsuffering to God His Father so I figured it would be all right for meto. About two weeks after I had relented to let him satisfy his sexual cravings on me, Joey gave in to his other cravings for revenge and lust, and on the second Thursday before the party, on the day of the week he only had one class, he sought Alicia out and raped her. And after he had taken more than just his revenge out on her, he installed his own version of my dad's slave program and had repeatedly raped her again over the past two weeks.Alicia was only one of five girls which Joey had raped. He brought Rachel over, put her on her knees between my spread legs and ordered, "Lick it" No, No I can't. He pulled the hammer back, a loud metallic click, placed the barrel against her head and repeated "Lick her pussy" My home has been invaded. I'm tied up in my own living room, and now Rachel is being forced to orally invade my body. The two stopped their attention to my breast & stared at what Rachel was being forced to do. I have to admit it was becoming pleasurable. I involuntarily. “We told you, dude. You can’t make them uncomfortable like that,” he said, sounding like an old sage. “Let it flow naturally, you’re not a bad-looking dude, just relax and let it happen.”Cody frowned at his friend and his cousin. “Well, that’s easy for you two to say," he retorted. "You are basketball players, had girlfriends, fucked them, Kieran has the freaking Speedy Scout, and you," he pointed at Kevin. "Hooks up with a different girl every couple of weeks!"“Cody…,” Kieran tried to talk,.