The feeling flashed through my being that someone long-lost and much-longed-for had returned. He was so familiar to me, yet I knew simultaneously that... he was a virtual stranger: at once someone I did not know and someone I knew deeply, intimately. I wanted to run up to him, throw my arms around him, and kiss him. Instead, I walked up to him and said hello. I felt confused, caught between two realities, and I stumbled over my words, unable to remember his name. Robert. Yes, Robert. How funny. I was in a bit of a daze as I poured a drink and returned to my back deck. I could see that Terry was nervous and judging by the bulge in his shorts also turned on. He was standing by my deck chair and just stared at my heavy saggy breasts as they swayed as I sauntered towards him. My 1-inch erect dark brown nipples proudly pointing out through my thin white bikini top.I don’t know what happened next. I should have stopped myself but I couldn’t, he was 30 years younger than me but it was. So, let your blank and open minds fly freely and transcend the physical which will then dutifully follow you along the paths of enlightenment. (“ Life is 90% mental, the other half is physical ) ‘Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm’ “Always place your trust in a seeker of the Truth. Become that seeker for yourself and you will find the truth lying within. ( “ Half the lies they tell about me aren’t true. ”) ‘Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm’ “But a guru guide is essential lest you become lost while wondering and. There was no way this could beturbulence - it felt like we were being shaken the way a dog shakes a rat.I started to feel scared.Someone screamed. I held the arms of my seat tightly as the aircraftvibrated, pushing my back into the padding as if this would somehow helpme stay in place.I heard a cracking noise, only just audible over the tortured sound of theengines, like the static around electricity pylons, and then near thefront of the plane an intensely bright ball of light erupted into.