’ She looked at me surprised and said, ‘I really don’t know you that well, Ray.’ ‘Yeah, but I want to get to know you.’ ‘Well,’ she pa...used, ‘I don’t want you to know where I live just yet.’ That had not occurred to me, but it made sense. She really did not know me, so I appreciated the fact that she didn’t know if I was a crazy guy or not. I also noticed she said ‘yet’ and that made me happy. ‘How ’bout just part of the way?’ I asked. She smiled and said that was a good idea and we walked out. "Joe, I've been worried aboutyou for quite awhile." he said. "I've been worried that not forcing youto work the ranch would turn you into a softy. It appears that I didn'tappreciate just how big a problem that would become. Just look at you!Sitting there with your soft hands folded in the lap of a pretty dresslike a little girl waiting on her date to arrive. Well, I've instructedyour mother that she is to take responsibility for raising you now. Ifyou don't want to be a ranch hand, you'll be a. I started to wish we were alone as the conversation and just looking and hearing her was getting me going. I wasn't going to mention this fact but changed my mind when I remembered how our keeping quiet got s both nowhere despite our desires. After telling her she smiled at me and said "Well this day is still young and I hope not to end this day without at least another one of those kisses" and with that she winked. We left and went into the house. I grabbed her hand gently and we. It relaxed me and helped me sleep I often had relaxation CD'splaying.Then I noticed odd things. I woke one Saturday morning and went down tothe kitchen to make myself some coffee. Karen was there and she said,"Did you sleep well, darling daddy?"That phrase darling daddy was odd as Karen lately did not have nice thingsto say to me and she used my name when addressing me. Then I became awarethat my body hair was gone and Karen said, "James why did you shave yourbody hair off." I was at a loss.