Now, I do not make excuses andsay "Speaking" when asked to speak with me. It is important to acceptyourself first, before others will accept you. Also..., others can tellwhen you have accepted yourself. PREVIOUS HISTORY - CHILDHOOD - SKATING OUTFITSI had known since age 8 that I was the wrong gender for my body. Thereasoning being is that although I played boy games, I preferred toplay girl games and converse the ways girls converse. The realizationdid not come until a few years later.During my. " "From now on I own you. You will do what you are told when you are told. Understand Little Bitch? You give any of us any grief; we will play this tape over the school cable.” Cathy told her holding the camcorder in Dee's face. "Yes" Dee sighed. Tears rolling down her face again.Cathy then kissed Dee hard on the lips before untying her. “Next time we will 69 so you can get off too” she told her. Dee screamed and ran from the room. Jamie followed her and drove the cheerleader home. When she. "Maybe will get somebody thin and not have the husband a drunk!"Carrie shook her head in disapproval. Daisy invited her over for a goodbyecoffee."I'm going to miss you, Daisy, you've been great. I've got a little goin'away present for you." She handed her some crystal glasses that Daisy hadalways admired, but she said she couldn't take them.Then they had a last cup of coffee together.It tasted funny and the world seemed to whirl and Carrie closed her eyes.When she opened them she blinked and. "I wonder if she realizes she is treating me like a little kid again. "Yesbaby I understand Penny." I notice Penny smiling after I responded."Using conditioner will help keep all the knots out of your hair toosweetie, and that's a good thing. If you want to grow your hair long likethe other girls you will notice the difference."Like the other girls, is that what she said? "I was thinking of a crewcut Penny, so I don't look like a little kid." Penny looks at me as if Ilost my mind."Don't be.