We concentrated on having fun with kids and keeping them occupied. I organized a soft ball game, and it turned out pretty good and really competitive.... I noticed a couple times that Carla was always surrounded by young kids as they seemed attracted to her. She was having a blast with them, and I saw real joy on her face as she seemed totally in to the picnic. After the family part was over, the single and non kid couples had a some of their own fun. The food was the usual stuff, burgers, dogs,. She loved me, I loved her. That was not in question. She had submitted to me. She needed to be totally committed. She needed me to be totally committed, as well. We both knew I wasn't, and thus there was still an element of fear in her submission. She was not afraid that I would intentionally harm her. She knew that if I ever did harm her physically, I would curl up and die of shame and guilt. What she feared was that I would hurt her unintentionally, and not just physically. That was because. Occasional drunks or a k** with an earache are the usual fare…but usually it is pretty good snooze time for the ER physician. The Doctor’s sleep room is about 200 feet from the ER, down a hall and away from the nighttime traffic of nurses or ICU visitors. There is a security guard who pretty much stays at the main entrance to make sure that the people coming in after hours are not derelicts or k**s. When we walked through the doors at midnight, the guard looked up from his magazine and gave us. We’ll figure that out later,” Dan said, and they continued with their meal.“Dan, honey, I know you’re only fifty-two, but why don’t you seriously consider retiring. I still have to work, after all, I’m only forty-nine and make a nice 60,000 a year. I love my job, teaching young girls to become nurses. Look at all the free time you’d have for fucking me and all the women we can find for you.”“I could continue doing the woodworking I started several years ago.”“I’ve seen the work you’ve done.