My parents tolerated such gatherings rather than enjoyed them. But for me the bright spot of those Christmas gatherings was meeting my cousin Rachel. ...I think she was my second cousin, with a common great grandfather. She was 19, like me, and a very pretty blonde. Since she’d turned 16 I’d watched her squeeze her ever developing curves into shorter and tighter skirts and ever shrinking swimsuits and bikinis. Having a girl like that in close proximity for a few days in a tight top and shot skirt,. I could do whatever I wanted short of actual penetration."Oh great" I said, "Just have at it Bob as long as you are willing to go home frustrated and with a huge case of blue balls."I don't believe in frustration Bobby, I'll take care of you, just not with my pussy."Deserae started out giving me hand jobs and after a month or so she went down on me and gave me my first blow job. I could suck her tits, finger fuck her and I could even eat her pussy, but that was the extent of it. One night I. You’re a woman now.” She keeps circling around my anus with wet fingers as I spasm and pant. My penis deflates and squishes around in my wet panties. My goo soaks through to Mommys lap.. . . . . . .Mom gets me some things she call “cutlets”. They’re like skin colored silicon fake boobs. I have a few bras that they fit just right in (otherwise I wear training bras or a camisole or nothing). Once they warm up they feel like real boobs from the outside, but just numb to me. It’s fun though to go. Eighteen years we'd been together."I know we didn't put much effort into finding internships for this summer, but Dayna's company wants extra interns and she recommended me. It's a paid internship, I'll get lots of good experience, and specifically this'll really help make sure I get into the Undergraduate Business program. They made the offer and I already accepted." You're not coming to camp?" I complained."I'm sorry. But no."Some best friend. I'd just gotten shot and now she was abandoning.