Stacy says the bear needs something, so I turn and see he's at attention again. I look at him and order, "Fall out." The bear sits down I notice his c...ollar and tell Stacy, "I'm going to look at the tag on his collar."Stacy worries, "Ben are you sure you want to get that close to him?"I wisecrack, "He's safer than most women I know."She complains, "I sure hope you aren't including me in that group."I don't answer but think to myself that she's number two in the group. I walk up to the bear and. Afterwards we lay locked together breathing heavily until sleep had overtaken me. I can’t remember what happened next. Why can’t I remember? We must have showered but I can’t remember. Where did she go? The next thing that I remember clearly is waking up naked in this darkened room alone this morning. I went to the bathroom to wash away the remnants of my recent orgasms. I fully intended to go out and look for her, but it I must have been still jet-lagged after my arrival yesterday – now I. They were going to a resort upstate, a place that was popular for Spring Break but the rest of the time served as a nice, quiet get away. It was going to be a week of surf and sand, seeing the local tourist attractions during the day and making love on the beach at night. Thinking about proposing to Amy, asking her to spend the rest of her life with him, made him more and more nervous the closer he got to home. What if she said no? After all, it wasn’t like they were living in domestic bliss.. At the young age of 14 I attended my first CPR and First Aid class. I was in LOVE with the thought of helping people in need. Shortly thereafter I started volunteering for our local ambulance company. Everything in life seemed to fade away as I focused on my career decision. Everything except for my burning desire to be with another boy. Medicine and sex is all I could think about. I puttered my way through my freshman year, even joining the track team and excelling. I was a star at the school,.