"Tell you what Lee, bet you don't get any pussy at that function" I don't wanna go" Lee replied looking pensive "it's gonna be boring and,well I'm gon...na be running round after the old major all night, fuck it" Just wait till everyone's had a few and get pissed yourself mate" came thereply."Pissed? Yeah right" Lee's mind was elsewhere, he wasn't thinking aboutanything in particular, that's just the way he was, jumping at orders, abeer every night and, well and a big fan club that he's not even. We stopped for refreshments after covering a hundred miles or so, and both girls took the opportunity of sharing a bottle of wine.We continued our journey and Jackie climbed onto her seat and kneeling, turned around to face Merril while they were talking.By now the alcohol had taken hold of both girls and they were acting in that slightly drunk way that affects us all from time to time. As we continued on our way, the darkness came down and Merril, who was sitting directly behind me became more. I looked at Kim and she said, “John can’t lose any more but you can. Spin and see.”I lost. I looked at John and stood up. He knelt in front of me, put his fingers on the elastic of my shorts and pulled them down. I was naked in front of my friends; in front of John. I knew they could see my wet pubic hair. John took my hand and we sat down together.Kim said, “The game isn’t over. We don’t have a winner. Spin again. Bob lost; the second couple had lost and the game was over. Sharon stripped his. Tell me what’s upsetting you. Is it something at work?”If only that was all it was, I thought.“Is it your parents? The kids?”I shook my head again then rolled away from my husband and pretended to go to sleep.*The following day was one of the worst of my life. Apart from the enormous guilt at having broken the most serious of my marriage vows, I was exhausted from lack of sleep and in terror of having just become pregnant by a man who was not my husband.My concentration was gone; my mind was.