"Oh," Denise said.The woman sighed and said, "Just wait until she gains a couple of extra pounds. He'll be gone after the next skinny bitch." I guess,..." Denise said trying not to get drawn into the discussion."Men are disgusting." Not all of them," Denise said. She would do anything to have a nice man in her life. The fact was that she was doing things now that disgusted her in the hope that she would lose enough weight to get a man."They are all disgusting. The only thing they think about is. After her orgasmic convulsions subsided and she caught her breath, she pulled me from between her legs and we kissed passionately, Now It's your tune she said and knelt at my feet and proceeded to take my hard aching rod deep into her mouth as she massaged my cum loaded balls, as I have mentioned previously, Eileen was a cock sucking queen, she knew her way around a cock like very few other women I have known, she soon had me on the verge of a big orgasm, I tole her I was ready to blow, she. Perhaps it was supposed to be some sort of reward but I found the whole affair horrible and very intimidating. Really frightening.I suppose I was starkly confronted with the difference between who I want to be, and the person my Owners want me to be. And then there was me trying to be the person they want me to be. I have been trying to play the part these people want me to play. And that's the point - inside I have been Jennny McEwan; outside, I behave like Vyera. It's so very different; me. The cascading warmth of water falling down around her now, was transformed into glistening sunlight. The soapy bubbles trailing down her body were replaced with salty seawater. Waves of emotion swelled deep inside as each imaginary crest arrived at shore and nestled itself between her legs, before spilling over covering her whole exposed body. Lost on her private beach, in her private fantasy, she was oblivious to her real world and her real life situation of this day. She was happy. She was.