Tears came to my eyes this time when I thought of her and the children we might have had together; I hadn't cried about her for several weeks. After t...he sadness passed, I sat at the edge of the water and meditated until sitting still in the cold became a distraction.Back at Craig's home, I dashed off some emails, including one to Mils Cartwright, my private detective friend, giving her an update on Bart Kenesis and how we'd sent him in the wrong direction in Montana after we talked to her about. .wow" I responded."Look, when I was with Bryan (the runaway boyfriend) he liked to dress as a woman, and I was fine with it. It didn't make him gay in fact we had some great night with him dressed as briany" erm ok"....this wasn't where I'd expected this conversation to go."come with me" Linda said, standing and taking my hand and leading me from the table.We went upstairs to what I assume was Linda's room. It was pretty and floral with a huge 4 poster bed, a little over the top in a room this. But what I didn’t know was she had some wild fantasies running in her mind too. We both went inside the room and I locked it from inside. I turned to her and saw her removing her pants. She was in formal wear, wearing a white shirt and a black pant. Her beautiful heavy thighs shone in the light. I slowly moved to her and kissed her on her lips while my hands rubbed her thighs.‘So hungry today ,huh?’, I kissed her again and again and slowly moved her to the mattress.I moved to her legs and. She tried to move her feet back together, and discovered that they were locked into position by something. Her position now meant that all of her body was easily accessible for anything. A cold finger of dread seemed to be moving slowly down her spine.Several of the women had been watching the proceedings, thinking that maybe Gretchen was about to give another demonstration. When Nina was fully restrained, she turned to face the group. "What you are about to see is another demonstration, this.