If you don’t mind, you can come and stay at my place in Jogeshwari for the night.The place is not much but I promise you’ll be comfortable enough ...to pass the night. She thought for a moment and nodded her head in a yes. Till the time we reached my place.Nothing was in my mind about what all could happen, since I always had bunch of single female friends crashing at my place at night. My place in a small studio room apartment, with very basic household goods in it nothing fancy but very well. Hey alex, what's up man?This caught him of guard.Huh, what, nothing.I said comeon its only us two in here, u can tell me, I won't laugh.With these words of encouragement. Alex said something I would of never expected him to say.Okay here goes, he takes a breath and mumbles I'm gay.What I couldn't quite catch that I responded.With a little more power in his voice. He repeated. I'm gay.I stood there amazed on how this beautiful beast could be gay.He put his head down in shame like I was going to. A week later an opportunity presented itself that I could not believe but I had to do some serious negotiating to get the clearance I required, a notice appeared in the works stating that Roseanna was going to retire and that there would be a party at her place in two weeks’ time, straight away I thought that this would be a great opportunity for Maria’s mother and Sonia to fill their wish, I considered Ellie but decided to put her on the back burner for now, my negotiating was to convince. Why I am willing to try and save you. I need you Sue. You have been the center of my universe for the whole time we have been married, and if I lost you now it wouldn't be a life I would be willing to live."Sue jumped up and ran from the room. She went to the bathroom and locked herself in. I could hear her sobs. She stayed there for an hour before finally coming out. She looked composed, barely."Sorry John. I wasn't expecting you to say that you still loved me. It was what I longed to hear,.