'Ian' wouldn't simply roll over and condemn himself to a life of misery.'Ian' would stand up for himself, he'd say the things his parents didn'twant t...o hear and he'd make them see that they were in the wrong.I end up catching the bus to school, barely arriving in time for form,where my new look gets a lot of attention- but mostly positiveattention."Wow, Kayleigh-Ann!" Tillie giggles as I allow her to gently stroke myhair. "That looks so cool! Did you do it yourself?" Yep!" I say happily. "Like. Fancy a race? Em asked No. thanks! I replied, honestly. You’re not chicken are you? You’re in good shape, were always miles quicker than me and if you feel out of touch, then it may be no more than making us equal. Winner chooses the post-swim venue, loser buys the first round. Four lengths freestyle. If you say ‘no’ again, I may go straight home for a mug of hot chocolate and leave you regretting having turned down the race and the date. I looked into Em’s face, perhaps in a way I’d never. She moaned a little but didn’t wake up. It was more like she was wearing one-piece pajamas and soft as the silk was, it wasn’t her. I started to remember, this was Addie’s best friend and I had made love to her, several times. But where was Addie? Why was I making love with this woman and not my own wife?It started to focus a little more, her name was Tanya and she was the most beautiful woman I had ever known; we were in their house, and Addie was in bed with her husband. We had been kissing. I wait a second and continued on down to the stomach and got close to the spot and got another quiver. I sat down in the bottom of the shower as U grabbed the cloth, looked down at me, rolled ur eyes, propped ur leg up on the side of the shower and washed it urself. I sat there admiring the view. Couldn't keep my eyes off it. Damn near licking my lips. I can hear the rain getting heavier outside. It's not making it better cuz we did some great things while it was raining. U leaned back under.