And that she hoped I felt that way too.I blew up.I couldn't control myself. I yelled at Marie and at Mother and atFather."I am a boy! Not a girl! I do...n't want to feel that now that I have hada Perm that I am now finally a woman! I am not a woman. I want this tostop! I am sorry I hurt you people! But enough is enough! I AM NOT AGIRL!!!"Mother slapped me. Hard. Twice. Coming and going. I staggered andFather placed his arms around me pinning my arms to my side. He wasvery strong. Mother said:. . and Katie and Mitch... were at it like rabbits, you could hear them moaning in mutual pleasure behind her bedroom door, when our parents were out. Oh and keeping me away from Katie too...was Eden, my own long term girlfriend, a real shaggin machine. Who tried like any young woman to keep a guy’s cock from straying by emptying it over and over beyond its youthful regular needs. Problem is young ladies; youthful cock is insatiable like youthful coochie on the loose. The if it’s in front of you. " Good. Dinner in about an hour, so you'd better get going. Make sure you change the sheets when you're done."I grabbed Sara's hand and started to pull her out of the kitchen."Come on, Sara. We don't have a whole lot of time for me to take you to heaven."Sara and Wanda were looking at each other, at me, at Jill as if the two of us had flipped our lids. Sara finally found her voice."Jill, I..." It's OK, Sara. He's going to screw whoever he feels like. It doesn't do any good to worry about it.. I can remember both livesat the same time." It will pass in a little while." The post clock I remembered was in itsusual spot and was stopped at 12:00.My body had settled down and I was woman again. I compared my life as amale to my life as a female and knew I had a far happier life as afemale."Ready to get on with the after life?" "NO! It's not fair! I went through the pregnancy only to die before Ireally had a chance to know my babies. They will never remember me!" That's someone else's.