Karen was around her all the time, so I had to be devious.Luckily, as the quote goes, "old age and treachery beats youth and skill every time".So I bi...ded my time, updating the journal as often as I could, usually once a day.About a week after Nicole swallowed the bait, I decided it was time to push the envelope a bit more.I can't stop thinking about Nicole! What's wrong with me? She's just into Jr. High and I'm a grown man.But I can't help it. I find my mind wandering at work, thinking of her,. Although I am an experienced lover, I have not abandoned myself to the depth and the darkness that I know exists in woman. I feel it like a smouldering dormant volcano inside of me. It writhes and coils when I am involved in a seduction, then at the moment of consummation, I feel the fear that results in restraint that most women experience sometimes, or all of the time. Then I give myself to my lover in a submissive willingness that is a lie to the temptress that seduced him. With women I show. We all were racing towards another three-way orgasm. Come spurting, orgasms jerking, muscles jerking and spasming, everyone panting! It was a monumental orgasmic fuckfest with everyone’s genitals being pleasured to the maximum of their ability and everyone giving their utmost pleasure to whoever's genitals they were in the closest proximity to. This meant he got the taste, sucking off some fine cock and pussy as well as being fucked while he fucked. Life was too short to miss this sort of work. You seem to be trying to decide how to handle this. Finally you ask, "Did you know that I sent her in her?" You look me in the eyes. I consider lying for half a second but it wouldn't feel right, I have never lied to you before. So I say in a very quiet voice "Yes, Lord" "Did you know what she was here for?" This time you let me hang my head..."Yes, my lord" "You knew you were going against my will?" "Yes, my Lord." "You know I can't let this slide, don't you? You will have to be.