Joe had already crashed into bed and had again, began snoring up a storm. I undressed while she held the light on me. I stripped down to my shorts and... they were bulging in the front. I asked her if she wanted me to hold the light for her so she could get ready for bed. She said it would be nice. We went into the other side of the loft where her bed was.We could hear the old folks already snoring downstairs, so everyone except for us were out for the night.I moved over to take the light from. Liam obviously thought I was a jealous psycho. I stared down at my feet, which were covered up by sparkly pink socks. I wanted the ground to swallow me up and never spit me back out.“It’s none of my business,” I said, picking at a loose thread on my sleeve. “Honestly. Let’s forget about it. It was a mistake.”“Can we talk? Just for five minutes? Please.”I took a deep breath, part of me wanting to send him away, mortified at the state of the house and my appearance, but part of me longing to be. We got out as quickly as we could and left for Jake’s shop. I wanted to pick up some more .22 and .40 caliber hollowpoint bullets. I planned to spend the evening converting the ammunition to creature killers. I hoped that I could get the rest of the family to help me with the chore.I stashed the boxes of bullets with the BBs in the glove compartment and tried to call Sam on the radio. “I can’t talk to you right now. I have a problem.”“Maybe I can help. Where are you?” Sam gave me an address. "Oh, yes, oh, yes, yes...Oh, yeah, that was excellent! Not only are youa good little cock-sucking cunt, but you've also got a great ass forfucking. So far, two for two. Now what other womanly charms do youhave that I can enjoy tonight, and maybe for a few more nights, too."He relaxes a little and then says, almost as an afterthought, "Well,yes, of course, I can't, uh, wait to get, um, Erica, yeah, Ericahere...in this position. But, well, of course, that's then...and thisis now, and this.