He could see that his little elf was exhausted from her daylong ordeal and he was praying it would come to an end soon."I can see the baby's head Eile...an, push with the contractions my love, push, it's nearly over." Fiona encouraged.Scott moved to the foot of the bed, between Eilean's open thighs. He could see the top of the baby's head and it reminded him of the birth of little Tina, his first child. Tears burst from his eyes as his memories of Kirsty and Tina welled up within him and he found. There was no emotional attachment, no sympathy when a patient dies, and they needn't stay up hours at night thinking about what life they were taking away.Nathan couldn't be that way. He knew they were people, he treated them like a close friend, and he cried when they passed away, even if they weren't really human at all (not any more at least). And this was the reason why Nathan was so against his current project.Im.Patie.N.T., the little pet name the office heads had for the project.. That was it! I was pissed and googled the address. To my shock it came back in the Bouldercrest area. That can’t be it but I had to know. The whole time driving there my mind wandered and I was betting myself that she would not be there, this was a waste of time. She was probably in some swanky hotel with some guy fucking his brains out. I pulled onto the road and found run down vacant houses on both sides, only a few with for sale signs. Some were occupied as kids were playing in the. Sensitivity to smells, yes. Increased frequency to pee, no. Mood swings, doesnt every woman? Weight gain, yes please! Wednesday 13th February 2003. 40 days since the crash. Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday dear Sam, happy birthday to me. I wonder if I should tell Silverback how old I am. He is bound to ask. We have moved on again. Im feeling a lot better, except for morning sickness. Im getting quite excited. If my phone hadnt died, I could ring mum and tell her that.