He tried to run – away from the tortures of life and burdens of the world and into loving arms but the dreams kept him from sleeping, from breathing..., and he felt so empty sometimes –Until he saw her.A goddess standing at the foot of their bed, the rain heavy against the roof of the loft they shared. Porcelain skin smattered with freckles and eyes darkened with love, lust, adoration, and he ached for her. Her hair fell in a gentle wave across her shoulders, and she brushed it back from her face. ”“Well you know I like to mow the lawn once a month, whether it needs it or not.” Replied Del as sweat dripped down his chin.“This out to cool you off.” Said Ted offering up a beer. Del not the best of the world’s drinker’s, didn’t refuse this offer and was surprised how easily the twelve ounces of beer went down.“My, my we are thirsty.”“Sorry, but that really hit the spot, thanks a bunch.”“So how is your wife, haven’t seen her around this past week.” “She is down south visiting family,. I thenreached over and started to stroke his cock through his pants. Itinstantly grew rock hard. James leaned over and kissed me. I kissed himback, furiously letting my tongue explore his mouth. I was nowunbuttoning his pants and pulling out his now rigid cock. He stoppedkissing me and grabbed the back of my head, pulling my hair. He moved myhead over to his cock while he whispered in my ear."Get to work slut! You know you want it."I did want it. I wanted it now. I opened my mouth and started. "No! I don't want another child. It's too soon, Luke. Don't push me." She had gone back on the pill because she hadn't been able to bear the thought of losing another baby."What about counseling, Sarah? You promised me you'd think about going back."Sarah had thought about it. She'd had enough of doctors. The lady she'd been seeing after Amelia's death hadn't done a thing to help Sarah with her grief. She'd made Sarah feel even worse, so Sarah had stopped going. She was better off on her own,.