"Relax boo, you wanted to go to the next level, right? Besides,I know you're curious and intrigued, because I know you". "But this...It's too soon...". "Like you told me once, you will never know, if you don't justjump out into the water and test your comfort level. You'll justsettle and never know what could have been". "Oh, you're using my words against me now. Ha. But this isn'tthe same thing". "What's so different? The principle is the same right? Besidesyour nipples are. D...For a long time I knew I was dead, and then I realized that this thing that I was - wasn't death!I knew I wasn't alive, but I also knew I wasn't dead...All this dying was killing me!How can one be dead, but not dead? That was a tough question to work through, especially in my dead state, which seemed quite dead, even though I was not quite totally dead. The conundrum returned. Each time I died, I wasn't dead. My deadness was quite live, but my alive-ness wasn't all that alive.So there I. "They don't. That's why I'm here." I see. Same here." Don't like crowds?" Not so much. Hey, have we met? I don't think I've seen you around." I don't think so. Ellen." She put her hand out to him."How do you know my name, then?" Huh? I don't." You just said it." No, I told you mine." Oh, Ellen?"She looked quizzically as him. "Yeah, I said."He walked up the machine, and shook her outstretched hand. "Yeah, sorry. I'm Alan." Huh? Oh. God, sorry." No problem. My fault." Alan bent to open the. She then was shocked beyound expression micheal was there in the sitting room.************************************Micheal had braced himself for a harsh day thank God he didnt have to go through the daily chores at work his boss traveled sp he only was left now he rushef home to wash up thinking about how much he could get this time he had been extravagant these days and had to manage things but the thought of aunt french was goin beyound earth she had large boobs that stood firmly he could bet.