"Everyone had been saying that to me for the past hour. I wanted to believe them, but I wasn't convinced that there wasn't something else I could have... done. The friend who was like a sister to me was in surgery, possibly dying, and I felt like it was my fault.Tears welled up inside me, but they wouldn't come out. Since going into the nurse mode while taking care of Joyie, I'd been unable to function in anything other than the calm collected manner that mimicked Mom's when she's handling a. Patience is a virtue, Molly was slowly being taken into my web, Mr Penis was impatient - but I was strong, each day brought about new challenges and opportunities. I got to massage Molly at least once a day, when the opportunity arouse with no staff around, and each time she cooed and melted more. Molly was unaware of the raging Mr Penis behind her back - if he had his way, I would strip and rape her right there on the office table.The more I encountered Molly, the more I wanted her seduction. " Oh, yeah," I muttered, "So, great for you. How does this involve me?" I can't go, see, because I got this big contract we're working on here in Seattle. So I thought, great! I'll give it to mom and she can go with one of her girlfriends. It will get her out of that big lonely house. So mom agrees and for the first time in a long time I think she got excited about something."I had dinner there last week and she had half a dozen maps of the Caribbean spread on the table. She'd found some book. Pat started to say thank you and John complimented me on my fast learning and the easiness I had when playing. I said that it had been easy enough and well explained when John said “so you play the violin, whistles, and recorder? And what else?” “I said “A little flute, but not much, I like the whistles and recorders better” and he looked at me and said “you’re a fast learner, maybe you would like to learn playing other instruments as well…”. Pat grabbed his guitar and said “I’ll show you” and.