Even so, I would never have accepted if I didn't have to be away from you anyway. I miss all of you so much. This is really hard.I'm not sure why, b...ut the distance is making it way worse for me. Even if we were all still outside driving range, but at least on the same continent... I don't know. I'm a little sad all the time. That's not unexpected, of course. I know you are feeling it too. It just sucks anyway.In other news, I'm having a weird problem. Like, really, truly unsual for. They are pretty.’ Kellie gave him a small kiss on the cheek. ‘Thanks, you`re pretty too.’ Kellie smiled and blushed but said nothing. Brad held out his arm. ‘Shall we?’ Kellie held him by the elbow and answered, ‘I`d like that.’ They entered the diner and were given a semi-private booth in the back corner. They couldn`t help but notice the other patrons, most of them regulars, watching them as they took their seats. It made Kellie a little self-conscious, but Brad only thought, let them look,. The professor kept going on about doing the reading and study while on break. Honestly if I thought about it I almost never did the reading, I ran my hand through the short mass of sandy hairs on my head as my mind wandered, most of the second hand books that I bought at the beginning of the semester sat under my bed forgotten till just now with the weeks dirty laundry. I'm not a genius or anything, having a 2.5 GPA to prove it but most questions over the subjects follow basic common sense. After we got stoned we chatted for a long time about a lot of things. About girls mostly, did I have a girlfriend (I didn’t) did he have a girlfriend (he had lots) what I wanted to do after school and his business, he and a friend opened their own bookkeeping business and it was going well. He got to set his own hours and “not work for some asshole” and he really liked it. I thought he had it all figured out, here was this cool guy with his own company smoking weed with me and genuinely.