Charlie was getting into the idea. “You could write out a situation for us to act out. Like I could be a plumber working under the sink, and you cou...ld unzip my pants and give me a BJ. Then we’d fuck on the floor or on the countertop. Or, we could just film ourselves having sex in the bed. I think it would be fun.”“Would you want to film Beth and me playing together?”“Sure. How could filming the two of you together not be great?”What Charlie didn’t know was Beth and Lexi had already discussed. 30pm and it’s the same that night. The rites were always at midnight and I was told to have a good rest till then. Jin told me this was a tradition as it allowed the women time to mentally prepare themselves and midnight was to represent a new day.I think they just wanted to mentally torture us! I found rest impossible as I was a nervous wreck. Then Jin told me to ?blank? myself. You know how Jin has been talking to me about Qizen? One of the techniques for women is to ?blank? your mind of all. ‘It’s all part of the apprentice program. Check the instruction book.’ When five o’clock came, I called ahead, then went by the pizza and pasta pit for a takeout order. I adore cold pizza right from the frig. I was trying to keep my weight down, so it was a small plain cheese pizza and a house salad with diet dressing on the side. My mouth still hurt, so I broke the salad into small pieces with my fingers. I didn’t really want to do a lot of chewing for a while. By the time the pizza got cold. She told me the tribe, but who pays attention to that stuff. Anyway, shecomes in and asks if I'm Skyla. I say 'yes', she smiles a little, tellsme her name--something goofy--and then she sits down on the sofa. I bracemyself for the usual questions, but she says nothing. She opens herpurse, pulls out an iPhone, and starts tapping the screen. At first, Ithought she was making a call, but she would tap for a while, wait, andthen tap some more."You playing some kind of game on that?" I.