What I wasn't sure I understood was the presence of a bond. Especially a bond that seemed like it would bind us together for a long time. I did not ge...t a sense that she was aware of any bond, and I hadn't thought of anything like that previously, so where did the idea of a bond come from?When I looked deep into myself, I could sense a vague feeling of pressure pushing me toward developing a relationship with Cathy. Yes, before the fire I thought that she was somewhat cute and intelligent. Now,. There were Bald Eagles in the trees nearby as well as deer, raccoons and the occasional bear that wandered by the house. I had to learn to secure the garbage, since there was no pickup and the bears were pretty clever about busting into most canisters. I stymied them by building a wooden shed just for the garbage that would give them more of a challenge than they could cope with.During the next year I began to install my own particular needs in my home. First, the solar panels on the roof to. When I got there, I sat at the bar, it was an older crowd late 30’s to 50’s I would say, and here I am 18, and nervous as hell, everyone was nice, I even got hit on by a few guys, I mainly just sat there watching the baseball game on tv. Just as I was about to leave I hear a voice say ‘honey is this your first?’ First what I ask? ‘Dressing up?’ as I turn around I see this late 30’s tall red headed goddess, umm sort of I stuttered, ‘you did good hun, my name is Jessica’ We sat and talked for. The day was finally come where I decided to bang her. As soon as she appeared near my door I grabbed her big large butts took her closer to me and planted a French kiss by swallowing her tongue, squeezing her ass cheeks. She tried to push me away but she failed. After 5 long minutes I ended it and there she was with dead silence and staring me with her innocent eyes as very surprised. Then I broke the silence.Me: How was it? (With a naughty smile)Her: This is wrong and very bad. (With shy and.