I am only thirty-six so there is hope.June 29thSex was good last night Albert will be eighteen in five days and by the end of August he will be gone. ...I love him more then I loved his father. I hope he comes home to me.September 5thMay Belle Reins was over today. Her son Daniel left for camp the week after Albert she misses him as much as I miss my Albert. May as I like to call her came for coffee as she does every couple weeks. We talk and gossip but this morning she had something really. ” You reached down and beganto tie legs and arms securely with ropes. “No…wait. You don’t have to tieme. I won’t move I promise I promise. Please you don’t have to tie me!”“Oh yes, I do,” you looked straight down at me and answered. Oh my god thecoolness in his tone…it chills me to the bone. OHgod I am afraid…whatwill he do?? Doesn’t he hear my calls for mercy? Can’t I move him to answer?Is he that much stronger than. ..it's very confusing. And I like youtoo, and that makes it...well...more intense." I like you too Brandi, but you don't have to worry about me coming on toyou," Melissa said. "I can't even imagine what you must go through. Menand women are such emotionally different creatures, and to have a woman'semotions just dumped on you...I think it would drive most men mad."Even as she spoke Brandi could feel it building. She could clearly sensethe reactions of both her friends. With Karen there was. I am a thicker girl, but a bit more on the chunky side, and I don’t find it sexy. On this occasion we made our way back to the dressing rooms, and I went as to stand outside the dressing room door. She just laughed and told me that I was silly and grabbed my arm to come into the room with her. It was all I could do not to drop to my knees in front of her as she tried on the lingerie. She was such a dazzling sight in the black little number. It was a black sheer nighty and it came with black.