If she could have shrunk into the floor she would have. All she had wanted to do was please him and she feared him scolding her again. “Why couldn...’t she get it the fuck right? What was wrong with her? Maybe she was just a dumb dumb slut!” she chided herself.The waiting became interminable. When he finally reached out and pulled her too him and tilted her head up to kiss her deeply, ten pounds of rock lifted from her chest, and she felt like she could breathe. Not wanting to jump the gun,. The theory was that those should restrict circulation to the brain, an unnecessary step according to the tutorial, but she wanted to take every precaution. ‘I’m sorry, I really love you,’ he said with his back to her, ‘but I’m just afraid someone else is a better fit.’ During the long silence that followed, he finished his entire drink, hoping that looking busy would reduce the awkwardness. She smiled, knowing that her vengeance would come soon. ‘I know,’ she said, ‘it’s just so haaarrrd…to be. My sister looked so happy, she was also six months pregnant and i figured that if it happened again i would say something. I eventually managed to slip out the front door and light the cigarette i had been waiting all day for, i hide myself between the garage and the many cars that were parked outside, i began thinking about what my brother in-law and his housemate said about me, i couldn't believe it, it was the first time i had met the housemate, but i had known my brother in- law for over a. It's funny, how one tenth of a percent can change your whole life. I mean, it's such a small thing, not even a half, less than a quarter. A measly one tenth. That's what stands between me and getting off this damn rock. Hey, I may be a born loser, but I am not stupid. I've got the IQ to prove it too. I'm going to be here when the damn Swarm show up and they'll probably go, "HEY, there's a nice fat one, lets eat him first."I know I'm fat, my mom always said big boned, but it means the same.